This blog is very therapeutic for me. These are not things I cant tell most of the people in my life. I need to vent. I know I'm not alone. There are many women and men who have dealt with and/or continue to deal with sick people in their lives. I try to live my life well. I try to be the best mom I can be. I love being a mom. My family and friends are the most important things in life. I'm not rich. I struggle everyday, like 90% of americans. I'm not perfect. I'm a pretty normal person (i'm using that loosely), dealing with very abnormal situations and events. Im not ashamed of who I am. I have regrets, but doesn't EVERYONE. This is just my view from my bumper car of life. I hope you can get something out of it.
xoxo
A hellish ride from a bad marriage to a great relationship, and the guts in between. I don't know if anyone will read this. I hope someone does (where's my mom when i need her), but if not??? thats ok. I need to write for myself. im writting this down so I never forget how far I have come. If I can connect w/ someone along the way, sweet. And for you enablers out there.....YOUR not the alone. You ARE good enought & deserve better. Just don't sent hate mail.
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